We're the Perfect TWO

July 21, 2011

Thursday

-stayed up late the night before so we had the chance to greet each other happy anniversary as early as 12 midnight

-had a fight before going to class because I really did not want to go. Can't I get a break? Kaya nga may 6 absences allowance ang UP eh.

-so basically we fought all day. most of the time I didn't talk to him. he didn't either.

-by 3pm we decided to patch things up and he told me he'd like to watch HP7.2 so I said, yeah sure after work

-worked from 4-630

-was about to leave tutee's house when rained poured so hard I got fuckin wet

badtrip nanaman si Lailah...

-he was already in Philcoa when I texted him I had to go home to change clothes

we were running late and I had a report and exam the next day so I was already having second thoughts on going so I told him "ma 7 na kelangan ko pa umuli naupod ka pa balay o dida ka nala mahulat philcoa? puyd ghap di nala kita magkita"

-i was making dabog and all and he told me "ayaw kita pagdaon kun malain haim buot"

-still went to SM to watch the movie because I know how much he wanted to

-arrived at SM, bought tickets for the 8:50 show, we had around 30min to eat dinner

-Kenny Rogers and we fought again, didn't talk to each other, didn't look at each other, didn't even walk beside each other as we hurried to the cinema

-trailers are the best part when watching movies ---- Happy Feet Two!! :D

-finally got tired of fighting and watched the last installment of the Harry Potter series holding hands and hugging each other tight.

-went home, no can do sleep yet because I still have to make my report

-went to dizontech for an hour or so then went home

-and I really am running out of time right now I really have to go home so yeah, that's about it. that was what happened during our 2nd anniversary. Yes we fight a lot but we always make up. We may get irritated or get badtrip but we still love each other. No, we never hate. Love it is, always.

:) Laeelaaah <3 Makaruni

Hindi Lang Ikaw ang Star.

I remember mom's words when she first saw me dance at school. We were first years then in Pisay and the 1-Diamond class was to present a dance number at the annual GPTA conference . Knowing a few steps from my dances back in LNU, they decided to let me choreograph the routine. I was with my LNU classmates (abby, meryl, lols) and some new highschool classmates (si Richie lang ang naalala ko). We had a day or two to prepare and back then, until now actually, isa akong tamad na dancer. So tamad din akong magturo. I really am not meant to choreograph. Sayaw lang ako, pwede? But since I was trying to impress someone that time, I had to teach the dance and I had to look magaling. Come presentation day, mama was there.

So we danced and my mom watched, he watched, everybody watched us... magkalat.

While having dinner at home, mom suddenly said "Anak, sumasayaw ka pala." And I was like "Matagal na, dbaaa? Ang galing ko kaya." Then she uttered the words that changed my dancing career forever. (exag.. hahaha) My momma said "The dance was great, you were absolutely great. But did you see the performance of your group mates? You should have mastered the steps with them. You should have taught them to dance like you did. Hindi lang ikaw ang sumasayaw, hindi lang ikaw ang pinapanood, hindi lang ikaw ang star." And I never.. never forgot those words.

And now Indakan's coming up. The routine is crap. Personally, I think the blame is on the event heads. First of all, they should have consulted us with the musical movie to choose. Second, they should have chosen a better choreographer. Third, if they can't find any other choreographer, then they should have at least oriented him/them with the theme. Ayan tuloy walang kwenta ang sayaw. Walang flow, walang touch, walang angas, walang kakaiba.

The heads knows about these rants. Oh you bet they do. But what they did do about it? Ftw.

And this kid. I somehow see myself in her back then. Before mom's words struck me. But this kid is worse.

To you, whoever you are:

Hindi lang ikaw ang star dito. Mabuti sana kung magaling ka pero hindi e. Sorry, mas magaling kami. Haven't you noticed that you're quite tall pero lagi kang nasa harap? And haven't you noticed that the routine is a trash but still you don't complain. We have been telling you, even the choreographer himself to change the steps, but nothing's being done. Kung mag practice ka, ikaw lang. Ibang tao kaya ang nag eeffort magturo sa iba at hindi ako yun hahaha. You know what's wrong with you? You dance as if you're the only one dancing. You master the steps (not so well, I'm sorry :P) as if you're the only one they will be watching. You don't care if the others look awkward or the routine itself is awkward as long as you'll look good in front. Right I am. So sino ang mapapahiya ngayon? Lahat kami. Ang buong org. Pero most of all, ikaw. Ikaw kasi ang bida dito. Hayaan mong pagtawanan ka ng buong Eng'g sa gabing iyon. Ayaw na namin maging star, ikaw nalang.

For the record

Bangin ak mangalimot so isusurat ko nala na daan an mga natabo :D

july20, Tuesday

• Attended my classes after my personal 2-week break.
• 830-1o Geog 101 check
• 10-1130 Geog 143 research break daw
• had lunch with him at beach house because I've been craving for bbq
• 1-230 ES10, sit in siya
• 230-4 he had MatE class and I made tambay at jek
• 4pm went back to the dorm, changed outfit
• 4-7pm waited for him to finish their night run
• around 8pm he arrived.
• went to SM North
• both were starving so decided to dine first at Jabi before watching movie
• bought tickets for the 9pm show of Incepcion (2D only since he insisted on watching the 9pm show)
• hurried to The Block Cinema 2, we were late! Got stitches because of the running and got angry at him
• good thing the movie just started when we arrived. still feeling pissed, did not talk to him while we started watching the movie
• lost all the angry emotions. replaced with awe of the scenes in the movie
• i was like "anu daw? anu adto? kayanu.. hui hui, kayanu.. hala, kayanu.. naanu adto?" the whole time because the movie was fast and you cant afford to blink for you shall be lost (overrr..)
• finished the movie after 2hrs+ we like got stuck and stunned for an hour or so
• rode a taxi, ate at... oh, we didnt. just bought a bottle of water instead.
• tapos katurog tapos katurog tapos kaon lunch ha Mcdo
• arrived at UP. He had a 1pm class and I didnt. I didnt go to class.
• took a bath, changed into lady outfit again
• 230-3 Geog 111, only 30min of lecture
• went back to the dorm. waited for him.
• 530pm he fetched me. He was waring the polo!

buddy trisha: buddy! hala kayanu pareha kamu naka formal??

me: anniv nam yana

buddy: Oh?? congrats!! 1 year na ngayan!

• the CARD *luv luv luv* ^^,
• As waiting shed. waited for 30 for taxi. FAIL. decided to have our dinner first at FRIULI at UP Village.
• damnit. I was hoping to eat a good meal but found out that Friuli was a past and pizza resto.
• 1 meat lovers pizza + coke lite + tuna and mushroom pasta
• off to Techno-hub
• timezone! basket, teknika, tekken (haha this was fun)
• krusher break at kfc
• timezone again. dance dance dance revolution! then sing sing sing then sing then basketball, drive drive. ubos kwarta.
• 11:54 pm went home
• while walking,

me: happy annive beh.. aylabyu.. *kiss*

him: day 1 na. tikadto ha at 2nd anib. 12 na kaya

• went to sleep feeling so loved and so happy. :)

Huling post.

Dahil gullible siya.

Finally, umuwi na rin sina ate jacq niya nung umaga ng lunes na iyon. Sa isang araw na hindi pagkikita na iyon ay namiss naming ang isat isa. Dba?(yakan nla oo!)

Maghapon kaming tumambay, nakaupo lang, nagkwentuhan ng kung anu-ano na para bang magkaibigan lang. Kahit anung topic na pumasok sa isip ok lang bsta makapagkwento lang. Mula family matters, elementary years, at syempre hanggang high school. Sinusulit ang oras na magkasam.

Unti unting nagsidatingan ang iba naming orgmates pero tuloy pa rin kami sa pagkwekwentuhan, parang may sariling mundo. Inabot kami nang gabi sa tambayan, at doon ay naglevel up nanaman!

M: blablabla...piyong anay...

Dahil gullible siya,hehe. Pumikit nga...tapos......

Smack! Bullseye! Jackpot! :)) First kiss planted! Sabay palo kunwari.. haha. Di daw ako marunong mag-timing, eh, perfect timing naman..hehe

Tapos usap ulit, tas pumikit nanaman, eh di tinaymingan ko nanaman ng isa pa! Ahaha.

Nakalimutan ko na ang iba pang details basta after nun ay kumain sa labas, tapos hinatid siya sa dorm.

REMINDER!Huwag kalimutan ang araw n ‘to.

Sabi niya tandaan ko ang araw na ito. Parang normal lang na nagsimula ang araw na iyon. Pumasok ako sa mga klase ko, hinatid at sinundo siya sa mga klase niya, kumain ng lunch na magkasama. Sa araw ding iyon, may beso-slash-pasimpleng padaplis ng lips na tuwing papasok sa klase haha!

Pagkatapos ng mga klase, tambay na naman kami. Umuulan na naman nung araw na iyun, pero ok lang, hindi naman malamig pag mag hawak kang kamay. :> nag-uusap ang mga orgmates naming about gossip girl nung time na iyon. Di ko alamm kung anong pinag-uusapan naming nun pero tumatak sa isip ko yung “3 words 8 letters, say it and i’m yours”, na sinabi niya, galing gossip girl daw oh. (nagpaparinig...) Napatigil ako. Oo nga naman, hindi ko pa nasabi ang 3 words 8 letters na ‘yun. Hanggang “i like you” pa lang ako sa text. Inisip ko kung paano sasabihin na hindi cliché ang dating. Hindi ko alam kung maniniwala siya kaagad kung sabihin ko iyon.

Nagipon muna ko ng lakas ng loob bago ko siya tinawag at pinaupo katabi ko. Tinanong ko siya kung paano niya masasabi na seryoso ang isang tao. Ang sabi niya mararamdaman naman ng tao kung sincere talaga ito. Pagkatapos.... dinala nila ako sa infirmary dahil sa atake sa puso.. iyun ay kung may sakit ako sa puso..

Sa kasamaang palad wala. Kaya naman nangyari ang mala pelikulang eksenang ito..(aksyun!)

M: Delailah Reynelsa Malte Paredes, i love you...(kabooog kaboooog kabooog!!)

Matagal na pause............ as in matagal.........masyado nang matagal! Sumagot ka na! Please T.T

L: ...... pano kung sabihin kong.. i love you too martz(panu kun yaknun ko na i love you too martz)

Nung sinabi niya ‘yon ay parang natiigilan ako.

Anong ibig sabihin niya? hindi pa maprocess ng utak ko ang narinig ng tenga ko.... tapos? Ano na gagawin ko? Shit, pano ba?

L: “ ano yana?July 21,Tigamni ini na adlaw.”(ano ngayon, july 21, tandaan mo ang araw na ‘to)

Wala pa ring pumapasok sa isip ko.. tttttayo na ba? Tinanung ko ulit siya nung gabing iyon. Tinawag niya ang bespren niya at nagusap sila habang naglalakad kami para sumakay ng jip para kumain. Inisip ko kung nagdadallawang isip ba siya? Bawal bawian noh!! Haha! Buti nalang at wala ngang bawaian hehe.

Pagkatapos naming kumain. Nagstay muna kami sa may waitng shed at nagusap na naman. Pagkatapos ay hinatid na siya sa dorm at umuwi na din ako. Pagdating sa bahay ay nagtext muna bago matulog.

Bangag moments

Turned 11 months last Monday. I got 3weeks to prepare for our big dayI'm goin gaga. I'm not a fan of surprises. I am really trying to squeeze all my creative juices but all I can reach to is planning. Wala pa akong nagagawa!

I was checking out our pictures and came across this album. After getting chicken pox over my 2 week summer break and hitting back school (2nd week na of classes), and since its saturday today and my first hellweek is already over next week ulit tae, I decided to update this blog.

Ba (8)

1st semester of AY09-10. July palang nun and I was already a fan of the Violations Log Book at Sampa [dorm] . Violation: No late permits. Because I actually go home early --- in the morning. Yes around 1am and the dorm closes at 12midnight. Alibis such as "May org event po" or "Natraffic po" always came in handy. Other times, if it's already too late like around 4am, I just wait until 6am for the dorm to open. And guess what?? Nag do-dorm pa din ako! Hah! Kamia beybeh. I love Region 8! Malayo daw kasi kaya kelangan nila akong i-accept sa dorm :D

Kung ako nale-late sa pag uwi. Syempre, siya din. :P Parang naging inseperable na daw ever since the Padis parteh.

16th of July @ Ayala Techno-hub was a memorable night for everyone. For Abby (because cholo was there), for E (because Paul was there), for Kuya Nikko and Paul (because of San Mig Strong Ice), and for us (because...).

Sent: 16-July-2009 12:47:31 pm

Msg: Hain k lai?

We were at the tambayan that afternoon when Kuya Nicko came by and invited the runners to join a gig run at UP. Registration was free if they were to present three bottle caps of San Mig Strong Ice. Abkors they were going for the free reg! Who wouldn’t? It was a rainy afternoon (like now rainy season’s already started, I can feel july love). I had an exam in ES21 the next day, luckily, classes were suspended. But it wasn’t announced until morning of next day so we didn’t know, but still we went with Cholo to techno-hub for dinner and the San Mig Strong Ice.

While we were at the tambayan that afternoon, I had to pee and it was raining so he decided to share an umbrella with me to the main lib. On our way back, he suddenly grabbed my left hand. We had passed the stairs, the Bulwagan ng walangDangal and back at tambs already and he was still holding my hand. Syempre the people were all like “What’s that??” But he didn’t care and he held on to it until the night was over. Suweet.

We all decided to dine at Seafood Island. I am not a fan of seafoods, really. I hate shrimp and crabs. Ugh. I really hate them. They taste x.x But if I had to eat them for him...... I wouldn’t :P We had a long table, seafood with meat (for me) boodle , iced tea, beer, and Michael Jackson music (dance!). Nagkasarapan ng kwentuhan at kulitan that E and I decided to go past curfew time. I really didn’t want to go home but I had an exam... actually, we. May es21 din siya that sem... so we went home around 1 in the morning.

“...ang ating ending, hatid sa bahay ko. Sabay may kiss, sabay good night, sabay byebye.”

Sent: 17-July-2010 05:04:30 pm

Msg: Gs2 q ad2 ikaw ighug kagabi.b4 kmu lumusad hn taxi..

Sent: 17-July-2010 05:12:21 pm

Msg: Ky bgat mabuto n aq kun d q ad2 gnhmu.ū

Sent: 17-July-2010 05:17:11 pm

Msg: Ky naoverwelm aq han situation mgupod kta, nahahamutan q nim buhok pati tm pahamot, gnkakaptan q tm kamut, ngn nkita aq imu up close..

Walang pasok!! Kasi bumabagyow! Suspended din ang exam, ayos. The sidlings (aira, dana, Begz, E, and Pol) went for a jog in the rain. Martz and I just stayed sa kiosk because I really did not want to run especially with the rain and with my period. We probably had so many things to talk about and it all ended with a warm hug under the covered walk. Wee.

“You know why I love the rain? Because it gave me the chance to hug you.”

It was already time for dinner and we all decided to eat outside. Balik t-hub nanaman --- KFC tapos timezone ubos pera tapos seafood island nanaman tapos umaga na umuwi.

18 July 2010

When got back to UP that morning deresto agad ako sa Bahay ng Alumi because Ate Jackie and Kuya Dennis was already there. I booked them for a 2-night stay at the UP Hostel because they were celebrating Philippe’s birthday here in Manila. At pilip’s request to celebrate his birthday with me, awww.. because I have already missed 3 birthdays since I moved to Manila for college. I did not have time to change nor to take a bath because after we checked in at the hostel, we headed for divi right away. Omigosh that was freakin exhausting.

No sleep, no ligo, and the HP6 screening was up that night. I had to go because Sidlangan’s name was to be flashed on screen before and after the movie. Right. It was an org "event" --- minor sponsorship for I forgot what UP org that was. I was late!! Kasi late na kami nakauwi tae si Ate Jackie ba naman ang kasama ko. I think I slept halfway through the movie. Dead tired.

I didn’t go back to the hostel because nastuck nanaman ako with sidlings after the movie. Overnight uli kina Abby. But the boys didn’t come. He insisted on going home and right before we parted ways, I gave him a light kiss on the cheek. It took him all night long to sink it in.“Ginkiss mo ak hadto ha cheek?” Hahaha. He is just so cute. J

19 July 2010

Happy Birthday Philippe! :D I can’t remember if it was his 9^th or 10^th, hmm.

Recap: HP6-dinner-abby’s-wake up at 5am-deretso sa hostel.

Hostel-santa clara church-jabee-red ribbon-hostel-cake party-Star City, oops, closed pa-MOA muna-then Star City-sumakay ng Anchors Away and laughed my ass off with the look of Pilip’s face while nasa taas kami hahahaha-nag snow world for 5min di nakayanan ng dalawang matanda-bump cars-back to UP. Umuwi na sila the next day. Sad. I had fun with my two pamangkins, philippe and gail. And with ate Jackie and kuya dennis too. And since I can’t be with him that day, we contented ourselves with unlimited text.

19-July-2010 06:03:52 pm

Msg: Malambing k man ngean heheü axa daw nging posesib nim mga ex haha! Ayaw aq lambingi hn duro ndri aq masugad h ira haha!ü

Bagat shor nga sasaguton ko na hiya. HAHA.

zaijian!

summer class` done and i'm goin home! tomorrow. will be back on june2.

will update this blog when i get back to manila. laptop free kasi ako pag uwi ko. will be leaving it with martz. goodbye internet! hello TV!!! :D :D :D

too bad he can't come home with me. their ojt doesn't end until may29. tapos june2 na enrollment, haw nays. eniwei i have barely two weeks to enjoy home and the company and money of my parents xD will be back before i even know it. gah.

zai jian! (which means 'see you again' in mandarin)

bao zhong. (which means 'take care')

wo jiu hui lai. (will be back soon)

Getting to know each other

Wu (5) was the official panguyab day.

And now liu (6) is the first day of courtship.

Guess how many days the courtship lasted? HAHA.

Wait and see. :D

Sent: 14-Jul-2009 08:02:51 am

Msg: Morniiing! Mata n may klase k pa! Hehe

Good morning gihap ha imu. J

It was a Tuesday. TTh last class ko ada hadto ES21. Ginkuha ako niya, asya ba? Tapos gindul-ong ha dorm. Then we stayed there. Talked about so many things like the love story of his parents for example, haha! It was also the first time we........

Ako: Uy! Anay.. Mayda la ako gusto igtry.

(ginkuha an iya kamot tas ginkaptan)

Ako: ..ohh.. maupai man ngayan, hehe

(bul-iw)

Or did we? He’s not here I can’t remember L Maybe I’ll ask him later. Pero an point: ako an una nga kumapot han iya kamot, san ka pa! It felt good, really. And it fit perfectly :D His hands aren’t big. Just about the same size as mine. They’re soft and sweaty at times, haha! But I don’t mind. He went home early because I had to study for my exam the next day. Onse ada adto. E and I decided to study at McDo Philcoa. I was texting him the whole time. I didn’t really study. Twas him that all I could think about. Cheesy. Nakitxt la adto hiya kan pol tas nagyakan niyan nala hiya matxt para diri ak masamok. Pero nagtxt man gani utro. Gamit nan iya number. Yakan ni pol “adto gumawas waray umilob nagpaload.” Weeeehee :D

Sent: 14-Jul-2009 08:15:50 pm

Msg: Hinay kamu dda ha. Upaya pgstadi ū txt ha aq kun nkauli na kmu ha hehe

Sent: 14-Jul-2009 09:13:17 pm

Msg: Syimpre kaya m ito lai. Kaya m ito! Think positib! Wag kang aayaw! Ü

Because of my krung bestfriend nangadto ghap ha Mcdo hi Martz ngan Pol. LOL! Sumunod hira mga Past 10 na ada adto. Dumuroy la nga wa ak makagstadi! Tapos han nanguli na kami, nagbabaktas na pakadto ha dorm. Ginkaptan niya nak kamot. Nashock pa gani hi pol ngan E. Nagpkiana daw hi pol ha iya kun kami na kay may holding hands naman. We texted till mga 1 am tapos kumaturog nala ako waray na gud mag istadi.

Qi (7).

Sent: 15-Jul-2009 07:45:29 am

Msg: Wat tym k wa klac? I need to see you

Sent: 15-Jul-2009 07:58:45 am

Msg: Wat tym k wa klac? I need to see you

Sent: 15-Jul-2009 08:41:04 am

Msg: Kailangn q kaw mkastorya.

WTF. Ginkulba ako han pakabasa ko hini na iya message. Pagmamata kop ala pagud hadto. I didn’t want to reply to him. I was afraid of what he was going to tell me. Damu hin duru an sumakob ha akon isip. Nahadlok gud ak hadto.

Did I do something wrong?

Did that asshole say something to him?

Mastop na hiya panguyab? Agi. Usa pa ngan la ka adlaw, grabe man.

Pero ginreply ko man la ghap hiya. Ginkuha niya ha dorm.

If I remember it right, we talked as we walked from Sampa to Landbank FC (because I had to get money).

I felt a relief when I heard what he had to say. There was nothing to worry about ---- not. He already knew about “the situation” and wasn’t happy about it. We both hated the idiot for being such a big idiot. I felt kinda scared and mad at the same but he assured me that everything will be okay. He said whatever the idiot was going to do or say about me and us, diri hiya mapaapekto. He was just worried about me. And I was worried about him. But hey, it’s been 9 months already and we’re still together, stronger as ever. The stupid guy finally left me alone.

Tapos.. Nayakan ngadi han personalized mag na ginhatag ha ak ni bespren E for my 20^th birthday:

15 JULY: onse exam, jolibee

Nag dinner ada kami ha jabi after han exam.